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Friday, February 4, 2011

Mrs. Faraway

“Mrs. Faraway said she would buy the flowers herself,” I said to myself, not quite understanding what she meant by that. She had no need for flowers; flowers were for young people. Mrs. Faraway was old.

Her house was musty. It wasn’t like flowers could save the house from the darkness, but she said every day, mumbling to herself, “I’ll buy ‘em flowers myself, boy.” This line had no meaning to me then, not until much later. I was just her errand boy, someone who helped clean up around her place. I barely spoke to her and she spoke to no one. She was always locked up in her room.

One day I knocked on her door as usual, ready for any tasks she had for me, but there was no answer at the door. I opened it and crept in, noticing a peculiar smell. Running up to her room, I tripped on the stairs and pushed open her bedroom door. There was Mrs. Faraway, sitting in her rocking chair facing the window, not moving.

She was dead.

She was buried the next day. No one was there except for the priest and my family. We stood through the rain with Mrs. Faraway one last time.

A few days later my father called me into the kitchen. He told me that there was a letter addressed to me.

The cover of the faded envelope read: From Mrs. Faraway. I shuddered, thinking that a dead person sent me a letter. But my curiousity got the better of me and I quickly tore the envelope open to read it. It were her parting words to me. As well she had left fifty dollars in the envelope. It was a lot for a kid then, that fifty dollars. Though it was a horrible action, I smiled, happy that she was dead. That was until I remembered something. It was something she said to me and finally I understood it.

“I will buy ‘em flowers myself,” her voice echoed.

“And plant them on your grave,” I finished.

I ran to the flower shop with the fifty in hand and bought some daisies, I believed they were her favourite. Mr. Gregory, the store owner, greeted me with a smile.

“Who’s the lucky lady to be receiving these lovely flowers from you?” he teased, “Is it your mother?”

“No Sir,” I answered, “Just a friend.”

With that I dashed off, holding the bunch of flowers tightly in my hand. I entered the cemetery and walked to her grave. It seemed as if no one had visited. I placed the flowers at her tombstone and stared at it.

“Mrs. Faraway,” I called out to her and said, “Here are the flowers you said you’d buy yourself.”

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Bound - Story

Short story I wrote for an application, thought you might enjoy it.
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I look into the mirror as I get ready for my day. As I button my shirt I notice the chain around my neck. This necklace has been with me for as long as I can remember, I have gotten so used to it, I almost forgot its existence. I touch the necklace, running my fingers across its bumps and ridges. A name finally comes to my mind. Alyssa, I think it was.

I grab my coat as I leave for work. It’s a rather mild winter’s day, big snowflakes are fluttering down. I imagine myself walking in a giant snow globe. My cellphone rings, it’s my boss, a rather hulky man. His voice bellows as he speaks.

“Hey kid! I have this client and his daughter is coming in to discuss our contract with them…” his voice fades away. I am lost in thought about the necklace and about Alyssa.

Memories flash through my mind. I remember a swing set; I remember pushing her on the swing, hearing her laugh, and laughing with her. I remember loving her at some point in my life. Subconsciously my right hand lingered around my neck. My boss interrupts my thoughts.

“Are ya listening? She’s around your age, you’d relate better. Don’t mess this up kid and you’ll be going places here.”

“Yes Sir.”

He quickly adds, “She’s in the conference room right now.”

I nod, agreeing to whatever my boss has just said. It isn’t like I have a choice anyways; I am bound.

I race to the conference room and a young blonde meets my eyes. With an outstretched hand she says, “Hi, my name’s Alyssa.”

Alyssa, I stare at her with disbelief, unsure of coincidences. I look down around her neck and there was that same chain staring at me. I loosen my tie and undo my collar. She stares at me, confused by my actions. But I yank out that chain and show her it. The thing that has kept me bound

“I finally remember,” I said to myself really, “Do you?”

She touches her necklace, “…Vincent?...”

I nod silently, “I said I’d wait for you to come back.”

She sighs a breath of remorse, “It’s been 16 years… Vince, we were only 10 then.”

Again, I silently agree with her and look at her with yearning eyes, hoping she remembers our promise.

Sensing my unfaded affection she adds, “Vincent, honey, I’m engaged.” She shows me her hand as if to solidify the truth; the ring stands boldly, daring me to challenge it.

I hold the chain in my hand, winding it with my fingers. Finally I take hold of it and rip it from my neck. I take her hand and slithered the chain into her open palm. “That’s okay,” I whisper to her, “Because the friendship between me and you… I will not compare to this chain; for that it may rust and break in the rain.”

Snow

Haiku for Writer's Craft. Thought it fit the weather we're having.

Wind whispers and howls,
blows the snow gently down, yet,
blinds and breaks the trees

Monday, January 10, 2011

New Face

Just another face.
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Give me one chance to explain
That I didn’t want things this way
Seein you, my heart’s burnin’ in flames
I feel like I’m suffocating
Yet babe, I’m too stressed for this pain
Just believe me when I say I’m gonna change
Cause you know I’m not all into this game
Just understand me and believe me
Am I the one to blame–
As I walk through, going through my day
All these words that I’m wishin’ I could say
Just to see you happy
Can’t wait to see you again.

Could I say you’re beautiful today?
[I don’t know, but hey]
Would it do any good?
[I don’t know, but Hell- it could]
Can I say you’re so amazing?
[And this feeling that you give me–]
I can’t wait, no can’t wait
To see you again

[I wanna say I love you, love you
But I’m just too insecure
Oh girl I love you, loving you
And that’s the only truth

Just need a chance to show my heart
Just another chance to play the part
You are the brightest by far
In the night amongst the stars

The things that I need to do
All I ever what I wanted is you.]

Monday, January 3, 2011

Baby, You and I

Callin’ you on your phone
Knowin’ that you aren’t home

You are always on my mind
Every day, every night
I just knew
You had to be mine
Forever – baby
Just you and I

Felt like you were my best friend
That feelin’ was just amazin’
The way you blew my mind
It was like I’m flyin’ high
And just something we can’t deny
I want you to be mine

Oh girl~
I see you, I walk right by
Oh girl~
How do I make you mine?
Say girl!~
I want to stay by your side
Hey girl…
Just call me up tonight

Cause –
You are always on my mind
Every day, every night
I just knew
You had to be mine
Forever – baby
Just you and I

You are always on my mind
Every day, every night
I just knew
You had to be mine
Forever – baby
Just you and I

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Jonny's Girl

Hm…I’m starting to forget
I try so hard to keep these memories
Of the time that we met
Tried so hard, they’ve become dreams
And now I’m finding it hard to believe…
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What was it about you?
The way I walked into that classroom
The way you greeted and smiled
Though I had another, another –
Person.
In my world

I cast the thought away
Yet with each day
That I saw you
The feeling grew
And bloomed

April 2nd, was it?
I can scarcely remember
Sitting inside after a walk
So ashened and sobered
Eating ice cream
Chocolate, was it?
I can scarcely remember
Must be a dream

Yet, I remember so vividly
You told me that apparently
He stole your heart, and broke it.
That was when my heart sank
Like sun cast away from my world
And I thought to myself then
How I wanted Jonny’s girl

Jonny was a friend
Like an older brother
But when I found out then
I could look at him no longer
Cause I wanted Jonny’s girl

The seventh, was it?
Must have been
Cause I risked a friend
To ask you boldly
Hoping that eventually
You’d be mine.
“What if I said I really liked you?”
Was all that came through

You looked at me and said no
I somehow knew this was how it’d go
But I never believed
That a week from then
The seventeenth I remember
Would be when you held my hand.

Now at night I sometimes lie awake
Trying to remember our hugs
And I realize one thing
You aren’t the girl I fell for
Not the same love
Not anymore
But still a close friend at heart
And to me, that’s just enough

Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Year

It’s a new year
The things we’ll see
Laughter and tears
Things we could never dream
Will happen eventually
As we stand in line
Waiting our turn
One at a time

Though it may sound absurd
But when this year passes through
We’ll part separate ways
And as we do
We may forget these faces
Beside us now
Without a doubt

But we’ll always have memories
Our memories of past affections and love
And these memories…
Will often be just enough