Okay

Okay, so we're not friend's
Not so much as strangers
Stuck between these broken bookends
Of happily ever after.

I don't have to exist.
The 's' in exit doesn't exist.
I guess that doesn't matter
Because this is my happily ever after.

So we pretend to not know each other
I'll do my best to walk away
I'll do my best to not see you
Or even look at your face

I want to say I hate you
But that's something I can't do
The times I held a blade across my wrist
The only thing that stopped me was you.

Thinking you and I could be friends.
Thinking you and I could be strangers
Thinking that somehow we could play pretend
And I would've moved on after

My motto is this
I'll live to die another day

Let's Be Risk Takers

Simple thought crossed through my mind.
I want change. I want to be audacious, almost daring.
I want to break out of my shell.
No more of this shyness, and caring about what others will think.

So this is what I will do.
I will talk to you.
I will say to you this one simple thing.
Hi, my name is Hae.
It's nice to meet you.