An Unworthy Restless Night

Short little blurb that popped in my head at night. This was when...I thought I'd see someone again the next day, but then the morning of they texted me saying they couldn't go.
An unworthy restless night.
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And I sit here in darkness
Praying morning would sooner come
And he mocks me with time
Making each second slip by
Just to be rewound
Hearing the clock strike 12
Hearing it sound
And I ask again
“Oh God, please let morning come.”

A Writer's Wish. A Lover's Life.

Dreams again
Considers everything and everyone
But this idea’s fading
Logic, and reality
Reason, fantasy
I’ve fallen before
Been hurt before
And yet –
Love gives me wish and hope

Once companions together
And secretly yearned for
Pity that this night
Where the fireworks have stopped
So dark, can’t see
Were on the verge to believe
In love for eternity
Only fallen short one step
Illusions have turned into stars above
With whom lives in love
And who buries love
Where are the heavens?
The stars, the angels
Can they not hear my voice?
Fearful rising
Will be the cause of disappointment
The rest is in vain
Consequences –
Vanished, completely cut away

Erase the fear
Tear away the vanity
And only when you forget old love
Can you move on
In this life, my very own
I can’t break the memories
Truth and lies like fickle clouds
With only the sky watching
Where they end up

- End of Another Dream