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"I know that something changed him. He keeps that smile on, but probably somewhere deep in his heart, something was hurting."

Monday, July 26, 2010

Tornado Meets a Volcano

Bracket = Second Voice.

If only it would rain
and wash away these tears
Wash away this pain
If only she could hear
The cries of my heart
Longing for her love
Once more again
Longing for her touch
--

[Don't know what you've done again.
Not again.]

It's storming and thundering
The sky ready to pour
My phone rings
I answer it,
Hoping it was her call
But no, just another
Mono-toned operator
Tellin' me this: “Just leave her.”

[But listen,
You got me stuck here believin'
That when I found you
And when you found me
The words that lingered
Were “Always meant to be”
Together and forever
It's what we believed
But I guess it was subliminally
Hinted that someday reality
Would wreck this fantasy

And leave me with nothing
To hold onto.]

Friday, July 23, 2010

Set Your Spirit Free

Our fantasy, insanity
'Cause since you left
Please come on back
Pain in my chest, I can't see
Oh shit, more flashing lights
Another heart attack

And it's so wrong
'Cause I felt that somehow
This could work - now
But if with him is
Where you belong
That's okay, 'cause
Our chapter's done
This story goes on

Even if you're not my baby
And not here with me
“All I want is to
set your heart free.”

We used to tease and fight
And laughter felt so right
Teach me how to catch
This falling star
Ever since we've been apart
Tell me: What am I
Supposed to do~

My beating heart
I can't control
Call 911!
Emergency before I let it go

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

And I Dreamt of Her

Temptations one too many
The things you can see
I understand too little

Predict for the long dark night
Until the morning we'll know

Companions one too many
Roads worn and weary
We leave behind too little

I just woke from this dream
I remember laughing
Now why am I crying
Reality hit me it seems

Mirrored illusions
Flower in the mist
Almost as real as our heartbeat

If I don't wake from this dream
Tears clearly rolling down my cheek
And yet now I'm laughing
At my stupid fantasy

Hatred one too many
Mocking my insanity
Only love not enough

- End of a Dream.