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"I know that something changed him. He keeps that smile on, but probably somewhere deep in his heart, something was hurting."

Thursday, April 22, 2010

In Reply

Someone amazing gave me a note today with a poem.
I haven't been writing much lately because I've lost my words. Pretty much been starstruck to the point where I'm just having trouble saying how I feel.
She just takes my breath away, you know?
And always puts a smile on my face...
I don't know how to put a smile on hers, but she knows exactly how to put one on mine. I love her for that.
Best to love as friend before as lovers right?
This is such a messy rant, but anyways, here's my reply to her poem.
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I'm happy where I am
And even when I fade away
You pick me up, fix me
'I love you' is all I can say

Wish I could show you how
To you, I want to say more
But, I'm at a loss of words
Never felt this way before

Monday, April 5, 2010

Ray of Light

Things that I remember. Each day a piece of our memories replay in my mind. When we were friends, when we were more, and when we're friends again, these memories remind me how much I cared for her.

There's always someone, in your life...in my life. That someone always has a smile on their face. A smile that not even the world can wipe away. She taught me so many things: about life, about her, and finally...about myself.
Even when the clouds come in, when the sky is ready to cry, just remembering her words make things okay.
"Does it hurt?" I asked her.
"It doesn't because I don't let it hurt."

To Emma.
She's so brave. Her bravery gives me the courage to do something I would have never imagined. Hey life, I'm ready when you are.